sometimes
i feel alive
with my eyes wide
then it fades
but i
will find the time
to reconcile
to help it stay
i keep my bux in my denim
catch the train in the winter
go straight to centre
cuppa joe n im better
sick-
cigarette ash on my sweater
im little bit brash for the pleasure
better come straight back
but i crash to the centre
no no
i aint tryna be a pastor or sinner
im just tryna get past it a
winner
what my shins say
you could take a long time with it
but this sshit might take me awhile
really you could take a long time with it
this shit might take me a life time
everybody wanna be the best
im not worried about the rest
i been tryna get some rest
fighting thru a mental war
ive been stuck feeling sentimental
and its raw
feelings from the depth of my core
i can't settle the score
is my intelligence poor?
i back-pedal and i hide my emotions
thinking it'll benefit ya'll
but then you want a little bit more, a little bit more?
i just gotta keep going off the drugs
and the cigs will my brain still growing
cuz wings don't mean shit
when the wind stops blowing
no a high don't mean shit
when your hearts still low
i'm only 24
still growin x 2
shit -im still growing
n you know it you know it
The vibrant debut album from the London hip-hop and R&B artist features other London heavy-hitters like Ego Ella May and Joe Armon-Jones. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 28, 2020